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2010 01 05

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Tue, 05 Jan 2010 23:05:27 +0800

still not enough sleep.......

had a meeting this morning...... new schedule..... ~_~ 好無奈, 因為係無事搵事搞.......

after work, went to 1010 to inquire about my phone...... stayed there for 2 hours just testing their service :P

went to MK to buy speakers for my colleague and renew my HKPTU card....... tested heaters for long time and finally bought one...... it was raining when i left...... and the stuff was so heavy, so took a taxi.......... but there was no taxi to be found ~_~ at times like these, it would be nice to have a man to help....... so much burden for me all these years.........

Didn't get home until 9:30........ played with hazel a bit until ten, showered...... made some canned soup for dinner.......

Hazel didnt touch much of her food....... but when i gave her snacks, she ate it..........

dammit, my cough is getting worse

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第五天

心情平淡左

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2010 01 04

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 23:47:58 +0800

First day of work in 2010..... off to a bad start.......

went to bed at 1am, woke up at 3am...... can't go back to sleep until 6am........ and had to wake up in 45 min...

so only like 2hr. 45min. of sleep....... ~_~

Got a bad news at school today...... one of our ex-student's mother passed away. She was in pain after a flight and went in a coma then passed away....... apparently her baby bursted inside her..... So sad.......

was gonna go home and eat dinner and go to bed early....... but ended eating at 6'ish....... didnt sleep until 2am..... ~_~ i didnt know what i was doing..... spending time on the internet and my phone...... ~__~

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Day 4:

今日感覺好d lu~

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2010 01 03

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Sun, 03 Jan 2010 23:21:14 +0800

couldn't sleep last nite until really late..... missed church.......

went to tutoring......

went to the bookstore after and bought some books

went to park'n'shop but no mood to buy anything except milk...

had kfc delivered for dinner....... didnt feel like cooking or going out to buy....... couldn't finish the food though...

vacuumed and changed my bed sheets....... have yet to change my curtains.....

why is it still so cold??????? i need to buy a heater!!!

still a bit sick ~_~

work again tmr...... 2 weeks holidays is over already ~__~

what have i done for 2 weeks? i think at least the whole week i have been going out everyday....... only this week i was home more coz i was sick ~_~

need to sleep early tonite....... ~_~

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Day 3:

只係第三日已經咁辛苦

一路在巴士聽不要驚動愛情就好想喊

乜都無心機, 又訓唔著, 好夜先訓到......

訓到都唔想起身

點解要等呢? 等真係好辛苦...

可以放棄嗎?

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2010 01 02

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Sat, 02 Jan 2010 23:36:42 +0800

didnt wake up until 2pm~

had some noodles and watched "The Passion of the Christ"

>>From the ACADEMY AWARD winning director Mel Gibson comes a profound story of courage and sacrifice depicting the final twelve hours in the life of Jesus Christ. Featuring stunning cinematography and an inspired performance by Jim Caviezel, The Passion of the Christ is a triumphant and uncompromising filmmaking achievement.<<

Good movie but very scary. It makes u think. Jesus died for us on the cross because we sinned. The way he died was horrific...... can't bear to see....... would watch again to remind myself how Jesus died. All the pain and suffering he experienced is so unbearable to any human, yet he would do it for us.......

Met my friend at Cinematique to watch "New York, I Love You". Damn...... i booked the wrong seats....... too much in the front....... oh well, at least it's not something with lots of action, otherwise i would have fainted, haha It's very interesting to have so many stories put into one. It's kinda confusing, some are okay, some are quite short..... some shots are like Wong Kar Wai feel. I wouldn't really recommend it.

Was gonna have pot rice at Temple street, but there was a freakin huge long lineup and it was raining, so we didnt bother, we ate noodles instead. Walked to MK and looked at heater, since it'll be cold again this coming week. ~_~ Didnt buy yet coz prolly buy at Teacher's union...... had dessert then went home.

haha, still havent put my new curtains up yet (ever since i got them in October......)

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I kinda forgot what I asked God about. But he did answer my prayer. Guess the answer is he is not the one for me?

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Happy 2010

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 23:18:32 +0800

haaaaaaaa
what a great way to start the holiday, staying in bed until 2:30pm~
watched Fire Proof, such a touching movie~

>>From the creators of Facing the Giants comes a powerful tale of triumph, honor and forgiveness.
Kirk Cameron (Left Behind) stars as Caleb Holt, a heroic fire captain who values dedication and service to others above all else. But the most important partnership in his life, his marriage, is about to go up in smoke. This gripping story follows one man's desire to transform his life and marriage through the healing power of faith and fully embrace the fireman's code: Never Leave Your Partner Behind.<<

went to bed again, and woke up before 9pm....
feeling much better after this nap~ have a gd appetite~
so damn cold though.......

Looking back at 2009...
- 有好多開心與唔開心
- 過了不開心的生日
- 學會了化妝, 打扮, 但花了很多錢
- 領養了 Hazel
- Committed to Christ, the best decision I have made~ new life

My new year's resolution for this year:
- read the Bible regularly, get to know God more
- spend less on stuff I don't need
- unclutter my home and simplify my life
- go back to exercise regularly
- write blog :P
- take classes

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第一天真的好辛苦, 好難熬
神真的要我不開心嗎?
God, You answered my prayers, now what do I do next?
How do I cope? It's so hard.

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不要驚動愛情

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 03:10:10 +0800

過了十二點，也收不到任何message...

it's a sign from God... He answered my prayers...

I need to do what He says to me...

What do I do now, God?

If a man tried to buy love with everything he owned, his offer would be utterly despised. - Songs of Songs 8:7b

就是太愛你，所以要避開你情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐

但求來日你醒過來這份情像翅膀打開希望真的等到有呢一日
還沒有相戀別意外　神教會我等待, good things comes to those who wait...

原來慢慢靠近　更珍惜這一吻
而我停留是為了你　要給予你護蔭

不是不愛你，而換了方式愛你

能為愛戀學習按奈　情信寄進心內
但求能學會倚靠神愛被馴服過更精采，先學懂愛神，愛自己，才懂得怎樣去愛你
連地老天荒亦不更改　時間永遠等待

The person who does not love does not know God, because God is love. -John 4:8

等你情願那天　才去承諾你無止境那份愛，

如果你未ready迫你也沒有用，唯有等你自己覺得ready先
我用沈默叫醒愛情　你用期待做你反應，唔知要等到幾時呢
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. -1 Corinthians 13:4

繼續行近直至開始愛

Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you: Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires. - Songs of Songs 8:4

不要驚動愛情

很想輕撫你　所以避開你
寧願用距離　去令你好奇
迴避過眼神　先偷偷喘氣
吩咐手臂　放在原地
傳聞浪漫太快　愛戀都走得快
才會　遲遲未步向你　說一世愛護你

情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來
這份情像翅膀打開
還沒有相戀別意外　神教會我等待
待情流像細水　才去承諾你
拿一生兌換愛

很心急擁抱　所以在禱告
求甜蜜以前　帶著你慢步
遊歷過旅途　等一天終老
生老病死　一起細數
原來慢慢靠近　更珍惜這一吻
而我停留是為了你　要給予你護蔭

情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來
這份情像翅膀打開
還沒有相戀別意外　神教會我等待
待情流像細水　才去承諾你
拿一生兌換愛

能為愛戀學習按奈　情信寄進心內
但求能學會倚靠神
愛被馴服過更精采
連地老天荒亦不更改　時間永遠等待
等你情願那天　才去承諾你
無止境那份愛
我用沈默叫醒愛情　你用期待做你反應
繼續行近直至開始愛

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不要驚動愛情

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 13:53:00 +0800

08 - 不要驚動愛情

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曲: 歐陽業俊

詞: 高皓正

很想輕撫你　所以避開你

寧願用距離　去令你好奇

迴避過眼神　先偷偷喘氣

吩咐手臂　放在原地

傳聞浪漫太快　愛戀都走得快

才會　遲遲未步向你　說一世愛護你

情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐

但求來日你醒過來

這份情像翅膀打開

還沒有相戀別意外　神教會我等待

待情流像細水　才去承諾你

拿一生兌換愛

很心急擁抱　所以在禱告

求甜蜜以前　帶著你慢步

遊歷過旅途　等一天終老

生老病死　一起細數

原來慢慢靠近　更珍惜這一吻

而我停留是為了你　要給予你護蔭

情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐

但求來日你醒過來

這份情像翅膀打開

還沒有相戀別意外　神教會我等待

待情流像細水　才去承諾你

拿一生兌換愛

能為愛戀學習按奈　情信寄進心內

但求能學會倚靠神

愛被馴服過更精采

連地老天荒亦不更改　時間永遠等待

等你情願那天　才去承諾你

無止境那份愛

我用沈默叫醒愛情　你用期待做你反應

繼續行近直至開始愛

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12-16 Oct 2009

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 23:41:13 +0800

12 Oct

為怎麼會那麼不開心?

為怎麼哭得那麼久?

真的這麼痛嗎?

13 oct

心情好覆雜

15 oct

真的可以當怎麼也沒有發生嗎?

16 oct

大家再做反朋友, 但感覺差好遠..........

一點也不好受.....

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Monday 12 Oct 2009 情人知已

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 22:38:00 +0800

情人知已

時光飄過回頭又見長夜細訴別時情
還幸友情不減半點一聲兩聲總也是心聲
誰可想到誰能預算其實你對我癡情
藏在暗裡已多年在這一天終於要說一遍
我怎麼可狠心地欺騙但也不忍跟你絕情
我匆匆地再喝一杯沒法清醒作決定 WOO
難怪曾說出不能成為知己的
怎麼可能相戀這晚我認真聽見
而我和你已經能成為知己
終可不可能相戀我卻怕未可以預見
如果可以回頭避免也許彼此好過點
無奈看你此刻眼睛彷彿我不應拒絕邀請
誰知應要如何辨證才是友愛與癡情
唯害怕愛火燒完現有的知己已再不見
友情如仍未變最終雙方都會醒
到那一天將必聽到知己笑聲到永遠

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你當我甚麼

nobody@vox.com(phyllis) — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 01:48:24 +0800

傻瓜真的太多　不過
誰能及我　你所以照舊煩擾我
隨便一聲便可　可殺掉我
失意才會找我　但也心知不妥

明知應該說不　不過
明知出錯　我怎拒絕繼續再出錯
其實我苦心　從沒有被人愛惜過
Woo oh 還在怕甚麼 Woo oo

你今天當我甚麼　一瞬便來到的我
被差遣得很多　得到不多
連騙都不騙我
你即管當我甚麼　相差都不多
如稀罕我
卻直行直過不正眼望我

男人這總算好　不過
曾解釋過　我不夠壞你才移開我
來做個騙子　迷惑你完全可擊破
Woo oh 來導我入魔 Woo oo

你今天當我甚麼　一瞬便來到的我
被差遣得很多　得到不多
連騙都不騙我
你喜歡當我甚麼　都相當坎坷
殘忍的你　卻迷暈著我
鍾愛你甚麼

想過　如電話響我也盡量閃躲
想過　留下這一切去異地奔波
不想回頭　但誰叫我
沉迷下去　放不低　笑著惹禍

你今天當我甚麼　一瞬便來到的我
付出很多　得到不多　卻不敢錯過
你即管當我甚麼　雙手不需拖
其實說謊也可　愚弄我
試問誰沒錯　不要理後果

我在捱下去　Please Let Me Go

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